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Journey Back - Chapter 9
Nearing the End
In the journey of life,
the end is often much like the beginning
-Taoist truth
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Once I lay flat on my back for nearly three hours feeling
all of human evolution flow through my head and my body, starting way back in
the primordial slop, where I writhed through the mud and the ooze as a tiny
three-celled protozoan, and then moved forward in cosmic time, slowly at first
and then more quickly, gathering momentum upwards through first the plant and
then the animal kingdom. At one point I found myself scavenging around as a
rodent, some type of prehistoric squirrel, with a tiny, pointed head and
powerful front claws that I used to climb swiftly through the trees and squeeze
the life out of other smaller creatures. I especially enjoyed my time as a sleek
silver sea bass, gliding through the cool ocean, greedily sucking big molecules
of oxygen out of the water and feeling them seep into every cell of my body.
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Afterward I wandered down to Raoul’s basement, where I
spent a long afternoon in the teeming fertility of the jungle world he had
created down there. At first I felt out of place, like an intruder, and I sat
with my back to the door of the laboratory so I could escape quickly in case the
beasts turned on me and attacked. But gradually I grew more relaxed, and soothed
by the swaying of the vast leaves of the banyan trees in the piped in tropical
breeze, I fell into a deep dreamless sleep.
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Over the next few days I explored the whole
two-square-block expanse of the mini rainforest, once becoming so engrossed in
the teeming life in the bed of a stream that at first I didn’t notice a thick,
nasty looking snake that was coiled up on a rock a few feet away from me,
looking ready to strike at any moment. I could feel his primitive reptilian
venom as we stared each other down, but after a while we both relaxed and went
back to our own separate business, and I was so sure he wouldn’t bother me that
I again fell asleep, this time dreaming that I was agilely swinging through the
trees with several young chimps who were trying with some success to teach me
their favorite tricks.
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Photo of rain forest by Ted Riskin
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